Who I Am Inside

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www.soysaucesound.com “Who I Am Inside” is a widely relatable song about the battle to balance being yourself with staying socially and professionally acceptable in a simultaneously diverse yet intolerant society. [Lyrics] Sometimes it’s like my whole life is made up, cold nights I wake up And I lay up awake, under my frayed covers and stay up I don’t know where to place the blame and I’m ashamed I’ve Been complacent in my hatred and the pain and I’ve been aching for some Sleep in the silence, peace in the madness I’m me, undefined as the freak with the glasses Speech is a pattern, I preach as I lash through my teeth Tongue in cheek as I speak out my ass, but Best appear stable, I’d best appear sane Best appear able to best my fears’ game Best revere fables, lest I appear lame Best that I’m clear, label lessons and hearsay I know who I am inside (inside) And he won’t do for my best life (and I) I know who I am inside And he hates me, cuz he ain’t me I know who I am inside (inside) And he won’t do for my best life (and I) I know who I am inside And he hates me, cuz he ain’t me Come on calm down, I’m calm now, see I ain’t gotta fight Up on the internet, I’ve been a wreck, and I’m working on my life My friends all said I’d benefit from perking up, I might’ve Been on medicine, no sedatives, I’ve learned it with my mind Do they really like me or do they just tolerate me And all specificity and eccentricities, a solid maybe I gotta admit I didn’t like it when they called me crazy Foggy, hazy, balmy, they would often paint me odd, I’m fading My Asperger’s in fact’s turned into Autism I ask for all the facts worded in sarcasm My last hope is my mask, coping in false heaven Asinine in action, I’m impassioned in my raw set of Tactics, swerving with the workarounds Softening the madness, I’m worried I can’t work it out I’ve been a patchwork, a frazzled mess and I’m burning out Whatever rational entrapment that I’m working out, I’m sure I’ll drown it out I know who I am inside (inside) And he won’t do for my best life (and I) I know who I am inside And he hates me, cuz he ain’t me I know who I am inside (inside) And he won’t do for my best life (and I) I know who I am inside And he hates me, cuz he ain’t me See I know who I been inside forever, like I’m centered but I’m fretting, like whatever, right? I’m dead inside, but I been all right You’re never gonna get me but I live my life Forgetting every sentence ever said to me I’m innocent and free but I neglect to keep Whatever I’m believing in my memories Cuz everything I leave in there is dead to me I know who I am inside (inside) And he won’t do for my best life (and I) I know who I am inside And he hates me, cuz he ain’t me I know who I am inside (inside) And he won’t do for my best life (and I) I know who I am inside And he hates me, cuz he ain’t me #audio #Hiphop Rap #introspective #Rap #Hip #Hop #Alternative #Underground #Unsigned #Experimental

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